BAH!
I wanna go on hiatus.
I just don't have the mood to update happy thoughts anymore.
There aren't many, to start with.
Exams are coming, oh damnit.
I'm mugging like mad everyday.
I don't know anything, but to get good results.
I want my straight As.
What can i do?
Nobody seems to be statisfied, even though i did quite well for my CA2.
"You better get good results this time arh!'
That's just what i hear everyday now.
What more do you want out of me.
I mean come on, push my limits..
BUT DON'T OVERDO IT.
There's a clear line drawn between being motivated and being forced to study.
I just don't give a fucking damn now.
I get the results to please MYSELF.
I don't care what you think about it.
Wanna praise me? I thank you.
Wanna bring me down? I don't wish to hear.
Anyway, nowadays are just crazy.
Nothing seems to be.. happy.
Personal problems, problems with friends.
I sense that another war is starting.
Yeah, by me.
Sigh,
Why can't people just stop trying to make things difficult for their friends?
It's very annoying sometimes you know.
You might tell me to give and take.
But sometimes you just get so sick of trying to comprimise.
I feel so tired of trying to choose on a side to stand on.
I'll be neutral.
I'll look from my own perspective.
And why can't certain people kick the habit of labelling people?
I mean, I'm being who i want to be.
Don't comment on others like that.
You might say "Oh i was just kidding".
But could you stab someone in the heart, leave him/her bleeding and say "Opps! It was an accident!"?
Have some brains.
Maybe you think you have something i don't.
Might be beauty, looks, body, money, fashion sense or anything else.
But what i want to do is my choice.
So long as i don't try to be the type of person that is not accepted by our society,
Then you have no right to bring me down, just because YOU cannot accept it.
If you're my friend, you'll respect me.
Don't tell me you make friends with people just beacuse of how they look.
Or because you don't like the way they look.
If you don't have the same interest or point of view as me,
Then STFU cause it's not your problem.
Don't worry, i've
never judged you by your appearances.
